Identify one thing you are holding back from the lord and give it to him.

***I wrote this back in Aug.***

Music. That was the first thing that I thought of when bishop Pace
asked that. I have been so selfish with my music. My potential is so
great and I had drawn the biggest writers block since 1999. A vail that wasn't lifted until I gave my heart to the lord and put my life in
his hands to receive his guidance and blessings.

The blessings came as an abundance of songs, poems, and thoughts that
shared my true feelings and emotions. Those blessings are now gone.

I am selfish. I glance at a scripture or two a week off of my iPhone.
My thoughts evolve around video games and I lose myself in them.

It is said that songs (in the right frame of mind and the right
thought) are prayers. And that is what I wanted. I want to write a
beautiful prayer that will be felt and heard for years to come. But I
am alone. My lack of study and diligence has left my soul empty. Not
my soul as in my spirit but my soul as In my music. The block has
stopped me. The vail has me covered.

So I am going to take the bishops challenge. And what I'm going to
give him is my time. My time of study. My time of hope. My time of
faith.